I don't know. I really don't know. Everyone deserve one more chance no matter how. Do i deserve any? or the chance that i deserve i've already used it and i don't realize it at all? Everything, i follow as given, i seldom disobey.
Sometimes i would like to be strong, don't want to show any tear of mine to anyone. But sometimes the tear could not stay, it would just drop whenever i feel sad.
Sometimes i would like to hide everything, smile to everything and act like nothing, act like i can take it. But sometimes i can't. I really can't. I need to get it out. I need some break. I need to do what i like.
Sometimes i would like to share my thought. But there is no one understand me. There is no one would like to listen. There is no one to take it.
Sometimes i would like to be treated equally. But there will be unequal happen.
Sometimes i really doubt. Really doubt.
I need some fresh air.
I need strong win.
I need laughter.
I need hug.
I need ....
I want to breathe to fresh up myself.
I want to shout loud & let the strong win blow them away.
I want distress myself from the laughter to get happiness.
I want let my tear drop till satisfied & get some warmth from the hug.
I want .....
I'm Lost.
-doR-
