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Monday, May 24, 2010

OMG! Finally i got the chance to sit.
I really really exhausted.
Today is my very first day for my PROMOTER job.
& Im freaking "love" it so so so much!
I stand whole day from 10.45am to 10pm, in between there were lunch and dinner break, so i stand approximately 9 hours.
Wee..break my record! See, im so freaking "love" my job.

There are 4 colleagues & today 1 off, the other two are the so call recognized promoter.
Ah ha! Here come the story. The first one name Ah Pei, and she is quite nice and i think she is a mom. She will teach me whenever she feel like teaching me and i will ask her whenever i got problem. This is what i judge from the cover of the book.

Now, the 2nd one, her name is Ah Fen! Oh! She is freaking so "good". She taught me like a baby. Ok, fine i accept it as i am new. Even say welcome to the customers she need to explain and explain and explain. See, im like a baby that don't even know how to greet customer with just two words, welcome & thank you =) Unlike Ah Pei, she just told me once & I just knock my head means i understand now =) Ok, that Ah Fen, she even satirized me! Oh..so good. She satirized me on my life. & she kept shows her "smiley" face to me. Today is my first day, and you didn't teach me properly everything but you teach me in other nonsense stuff and at last you show me your "smiley" face.

I plan to work till end of August & now i change my mind. I really can't stand it as need to stand long hours. I really feel tired after work. I don't want my holiday to be this useful. Actually is meaningless. I said i don't want to work if i come back to hometown, but i can't, is too boring and i need money as well. So, i got to force myself =( Honestly, I'm not happy.

Oh ya! Today whole day i meet some funny customers, some friendly some 584 customers.
Funny customer:
He kept chat with me while waiting for his friend to try out the clothes. & he said if we bought the shirt, can you please give me the football poster with your (ME) signature? I was like huh? Why? I replied if i sign then the poster will be no valued as my signature not value. But he said is hard to get signature from Adidas worker. He is odd. XD

Friendly customer:
I don't know why i will communicate with him in english. I was so happy as he is my first customer to speak in english. He is a Malay and he speak back english with me. He is friendly. & he also said im friendly too. He has make my day, not all actually. Half la...hee
He bought 3 set of socks which cost RM49.90 but he requested to swap RM50 as he want to join contest. Haha..and that Ah Fen agreed and i think at last the supervisor not agreed with what ah Fen did.

584 customer:
He bought a sandal from me. He tried it and bought it directly. At first, he wore that pair of sandal and walk the whole shop. I follow him to wait for any request. Mm..he sat down and ask me "you cina kah malayu?" I said saya cina. Climax part! He said: Cantik la you, i suka tengok you. I was shock and i feel disgusting. Since that he kept ask me can i be your boyfriend? Why i can't be your boyfriend? You got boyfriend. I feel uncomfortable man. Then he continue to walk and i continue to follow him silently. He suddenly said tak ada apa, saya cuma nak tengok you. I nak sandal ni saja. I even feel uncomfortable. Before he off, once again, cantik la you, suka tengok you. I just smile and him and said thank you, please come again. =) OMG! Will you guys feel uncomfortable if you serve this kind of customer?? yewwww...

My leg, oO la la..so pain T__T
I really have make up my mind that i will work till July & August i gonna have break.

I need a pair of sport shoes to comfort my toes!!!!!!!
This is how i feel now =(

Friday, May 21, 2010

I don't know. I really don't know. Everyone deserve one more chance no matter how. Do i deserve any? or the chance that i deserve i've already used it and i don't realize it at all? Everything, i follow as given, i seldom disobey.

Sometimes i would like to be strong, don't want to show any tear of mine to anyone. But sometimes the tear could not stay, it would just drop whenever i feel sad.
Sometimes i would like to hide everything, smile to everything and act like nothing, act like i can take it. But sometimes i can't. I really can't. I need to get it out. I need some break. I need to do what i like.
Sometimes i would like to share my thought. But there is no one understand me. There is no one would like to listen. There is no one to take it.
Sometimes i would like to be treated equally. But there will be unequal happen.
Sometimes i really doubt. Really doubt.

I need some fresh air.
I need strong win.
I need laughter.
I need hug.
I need ....

I want to breathe to fresh up myself.
I want to shout loud & let the strong win blow them away.
I want distress myself from the laughter to get happiness.
I want let my tear drop till satisfied & get some warmth from the hug.
I want .....

I'm Lost.
















-doR-
Thursday, May 20, 2010

Recently, something unhappy happened on me.
& let me experience and learn something.
"If you never want to give that fellow any hope at all, don't give any hope at the very first time.
If you give and pull back the hope from fellow, it will be hurt. "
This is what i have experienced and learned.
I've also just learn that, wrong communication may lead to conflict.
So, pick the right communication no matter with your friends, classmates or even your family.
& now, i've only knew that i sometimes don't trust communication at all.
Communication doesn't seem works for me.
So, sometimes i would like to choose to be silence.
Ya, silence. I know that is not good but in some situation you can find that it is actually good and make the situation goes win-win.

These are all that i can share. So, pick whatever that is right, suit for you =)

-dor-

Friday, May 7, 2010

One more paper to go to end my 2nd year degree.
m so suffering right now in preparing for my last paper.
Ya, although the lecturer provide some tips to us..
but...
it just help me half =(
the time i left really not much
how m i going to cop all the chapter that will be coming out in the exam??
m so scare and helpless.
where should i seek for help at this time??
i would like to be turn into robot and sat whole day and night to do for my revision
sigh, i couldn't do so as well as unable..
once i start to do my revision, m starting to be sleepy
& that is why m here to blog
no matter how, i also have to go through this hardship...
and i will try my very best to complete my 2nd year and proceed to my final year
wish me luck guys =)

& m here to wish everyone luck to no matter in what =)

Good Luck & Cheer =) *hugs*

-dor-


Saturday, May 1, 2010

i dislike it i dislike it i dislike it i dislike it i dislike it
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I REALLY DISLIKE IT!!